NewAm–The Beginning (part 4)

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As promised, here’s the next installment of my free novelette that shows the beginnings of NewAm. the setting of my new Christian series, Messengers that will re-release on July 5th. I hope you enjoy this free novelette–NewAm–The Beginning.

You can learn more about the series if you click on the
link below. Thanks.

AMAZON LINK TO MESSENGERS SERIES

CHAPTER 65

Mary stared down at her Bible for a moment and then back at her parents. By the expressions on their faces, Mary could tell they weren’t happy. She wasn’t quite sure what the problem was. “That’s my Bible.”

“Bibles are illegal, Mary. You know that.” Mama’s voice was gentle.

Pop’s voice wasn’t so gentle. In fact it was stern. Which didn’t happen often. At least not to her. “Where did you even get such a thing, Mary? They’ve all been destroyed. The government is very clear about the fact that there is no God and they refuse to allow others to propagate such a myth. Our only loyalty is to the government not some myth.”

She stared at both of them. They weren’t believers like she was. But up to now, they’d never stopped her from believing what she wanted. Of course, it wasn’t something they really discussed. She just assumed they knew she was a Christian. “I’ve had it since I was a little girl. Since I came here. I’ve always had it. I thought you knew I had it.”

“What do you mean you’ve always had it?” Pops stared at her. “Why didn’t we know about it?”

“I keep it in my room. Sometimes in my desk and sometimes under my pillow. Sometimes in the bookcase. I…it’s…” She threw up her hands. “I didn’t try to hide it from you. At least I don’t think I was. I just can’t believe you didn’t know I had it.”

Pops shook his head. “We’ve never tried to stop you from your ridiculous beliefs about your mythical God. Even though you’re very wrong, but…” He pointed at the Bible. “This is too much. This is illegal contraband and if it’s found it wouldn’t just be you that gets in trouble.”

She closed her eyes. Give me the right words, God and the right attitude. “God is not ridiculous. And he isn’t mythical. He’s just as real as you and me.” It was hard being the only Christian she knew. In all the years she’d lived with Mama Rose and Pops, she’d never met another one. In fact, sometimes it felt like maybe she was the last Christian on earth.

That was a troubling thought for her but then she’d remember that Mommy and Daddy had taught her to walk by faith not by what she could see. So, she’d remind herself that just because she couldn’t see other Christians, it didn’t mean there weren’t any.

Maybe, someday she would meet them.

Pops looked upset as he shook his head. “You’re getting off point. This isn’t about your beliefs. It’s about this contraband that you brought into the house. They could put all of us in jail. Why can’t you understand? He’s not real—it’s just a made-up myth.”

“But it’s been here for years.” Over the years, she’d tried to make her adopted parents understand God was real. They just wouldn’t listen. “Besides, there’s more to this world than what we can see. We have to walk in faith not in sight.”

“I’m not going to discuss this again, Mary. That’s not the point.” Her mother picked up her Bible. “This has to go, Mary. I won’t allow it in my house. Your father’s absolutely right. We would all be arrested. It’s our house so that makes it our responsibility.”

Mary couldn’t believe this. She met Mama Rose’s gaze. “I’m not going to get rid of it. It’s God’s Word. I need it. If it goes, I go with it.”

Her father rolled his eyes. “It’s a fairy tale. Not real. Why would you need it?”

“It’s not a fairy tale. I’ve done what you said, I don’t tell people that I’m a Christian. I don’t talk about God with anyone. Sometimes, I feel like I’m the last Christian in the whole world. And that’s a horrible feeling. But… I need my Bible. It keeps me connected to God.”

“We figured you’d outgrow this old-fashioned idea sooner or later. Now I understand why you haven’t.” Pops held out his hand and Mama gave him the Bible. “Once I get rid of this, you’ll forget all about these ridiculous antiquated and very dangerous ideas about God.”

God expected her to honor her parents, just as if they were her bio-parents. She loved them and had no desire to defy them or to hurt them, but God also expected her to be faithful to him.  She would stand firm, just like her Daddy had told her Mommy when they were sick with the virus.

She had no idea how to handle this situation.

She closed her eyes. Please, God, show me the right thing to do. Give me the right words. She opened her eyes and took a deep breath. “I love you. Both of you. But I also love God. I know you don’t believe he exists, but I know he’s real. The Bible’s taught me to honor you as my parents and I do. If you take my Bible from me, I won’t try to stop you. I will try by best not to be mad about it. And I will still love you, but I’m asking…begging you not to take my Bible.”

Mama Rose looked at Pops and shrugged. “You decide.”

Pops looked at her. “It would have been a lot easier if you’d argued with us like a normal teenager. But no…you tell us you love us. How am I supposed to deal with that?”

“The Bible’s taught me how to act.” She smiled sweetly at him. “If you like the person I am, you can thank the Bible for that. God teaches me so much through the Bible, including how to act.”

Pops sighed. “Fine. I guess you’ve had it all these years and nobody found out about it. I guess you can keep it. Just don’t tell anyone about it and be careful when you have friends over. Make sure it’s somewhere they can’t find it.”

“My friends would never tell on me.”

“I would hope that would be the case but let’s not risk it.” He handed her the Bible.

Her eyes filled with tears as she clutched it to her chest. This book meant so much to her. “Thank you so much. I’ll go put it away and then we can eat the delicious dinner Mama cooked for us.”

When she came back in, her parents were already eating. She sat down. Pops looked at her. “So, your first presidential election’s coming up. Are you excited about it?”

“I don’t know. I’ve been reading about all the candidates. It’s so confusing.”

Mama Rose passed her a bowl of mashed potatoes. “You’re not the only one who’s confused. I’ve never seen such a divisive election before. It’s just horrible.”

“I just vote party lines. It simplifies things.” Dad grinned. “But that’s just me. Of course, the party in control looks like they’re losing ground fast. I know they aren’t happy about—”

The lights went off.

CHAPTER 76

“What happened?” Mama Rose’s voice drifted to Mary in the dark.

“The lights went out.” Pops.

“Duh. Do you think?” Mary.

Pop’s shadow stood up. “I’ll go see if it’s the whole neighborhood. Rose, we got any candles handy? We might need some.”

“I’ll get them.”

Mary stayed in her seat and kept eating. No reason to let her food get cold. Fried chicken really was her favorite. The lights would probably be back on before Mama even found the candles.

But she was wrong.

Just as her mom lit the three candles on the table, Pops walked back in. “It’s the whole neighborhood. Might be the whole city. It’s really dark out there. I don’t think I’ve ever seen it quite that dark before.”

“Sit down and finish eating. There’s nothing we can do about it right now. No reason to let your food get cold.”

“Sounds like a plan.”

“This chicken is so good, Mama. It might be the best chicken you ever made.”

Mama Rose laughed. “I doubt that very much. You say that every time, but thanks.”

Mary stood up. “I’m finished eating so I’m going to go check my phone. See if anyone else is sitting in the dark.”

“Good idea.”

She walked over to where she’d left the phone by the chair. She picked it up. Across the screen, it said, NO SERVICE. She walked back over to the table. “That’s odd. The phone says it’s out of service too.”

“Strange. Must have something to do with the electricity.” Dad explained. “Who’s up for a little candlelight card game?”

“Me. Just let me clean up the table first, Pops.” Mary took her plate to the sink. She turned on the water.

Nothing happened.

She walked into the dining room. “Hey. The water’s not working either.” Mama Rose looked at Pops. “That’s strange. That doesn’t usually happen just because the electricity goes off.”

Don’t you just hate it when the electricity goes out? I know I do! The next installment will be here soon. In the meantime, you can pre-order all three books on Amazon at AMAZON LINK.

NewAm–The Beginning(part 3)

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As promised, here’s the next installment of my free novelette that shows the beginnings of NewAm. the setting of my new Christian series, Messengers that will re-release on July 5th. I hope you enjoy this free novelette–MESSENGERS–THE BEGIINNING.

You can learn more about the series if you click on the
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CHAPTER 4

Mary hated living at Miss Sophie’s house. There were lots of kids here and most of them were mean to her—and to everybody else. Nobody hugged her or told her that they loved her like Mommy and Daddy always did.

Mary sat on the couch in Miss Sophie’s office. Her suitcase sat on the floor beside her. She didn’t know why she was here. Miss Sophie told her to put on her best clothes and to be nice.

She was alone in the room, so she didn’t know who she was supposed to be nice to. But she always tried to be nice. Because her Mommy and Daddy told her that’s what Jesus wanted her to do. And Mary wanted to make Jesus happy.

The door opened.

Miss Sophie walked in with two people. She smiled at Mary. “This is your new Mommy and Daddy.”

Mary glared. “I don’t want a new Mommy and Daddy.”

Miss Sophie moved toward her and grabbed her arm then whispered, “You better be nice. This is your last chance. If they don’t want you, you’ll be going to the next proof. Do you understand me?”

Mary nodded.

The woman knelt down in front of her and smiled. “Of course, you don’t want a new Mommy and Daddy. We understand that. You loved them but they’re gone, and you need someone to take care of you. We want to take care of you now, Mary. Would you like that?”

The woman smelled pretty, but Mary didn’t want—didn’t need a new Mommy and Daddy, but she was tired of living here with Miss Sophie.

Miss Sophie wasn’t nice—at all.

Mary didn’t think she even liked kids.

Mary looked past the woman and then at the man. He waved. Mary asked, “Do you like kids?”

He shrugged. “I don’t know. I never had any before but…you’re not just any kid. I can see that you’re a very special little girl and I like you very much.”

Daddy always told her she was his very special little girl.

She looked back at the woman. “I’m not going to call you Mommy.”

“How about Mama Rose?”

“And you can call me Pops.”

Mary looked back and forth between the man and the woman. “I guess that would be OK.”

“Great. Let’s go home.” Mama Rose reached out her hand to Mary.

Mary took it.

CHAPTER 54

Mary sat in the chair with her legs folded under her and her phone in her hand. She was texting four different people at the same time. One of them in France. She couldn’t wait for him to come to the states so they could meet.

Her adopted mom stuck her head in, “Mary, time for dinner.”

“In a minute, Mama Rose. I’m texting something important.”

“How could you have something that important to say when you just saw them a few hours ago? Come set the table, please.”

“I didn’t just see all of them. We’re texting with Jean-Claude. I can’t wait to meet him when he comes to America next month. Who knows maybe we’ll get married someday and I’ll have little French babies.?.

“Until that day, I want you to set the table Mary Francesis Wayne.”

“I will. I will. I promise Just give me a minute.”

Mama walked in from the kitchen and gave her the look—the mama look that Mary knew better than to argue with. She put the phone down on the stand but rolled her eyes wheen Mama Rose walked back in the kitchen. “OK. OK. I’m coming.”

“Thank you.”

Mary walked past her and kissed her on the cheek. “No, thank you, Mama Rose. You’re such a good mom. I love you very much.” And she really did. As much as she missed her real Mom and Dad, God had blessed her with wonderful adopted parents.

She hadn’t been very lovable when they brought her to this house. But Mqama Rose and Pops been incredibly patient and kind to her. Slowly, Mary had learned to trust them and then love came after the trust.

Mama Rose flipped the dish towel at her. “What do you want now?”

“Who says I want anything?”

“I say. What do you want?”

“Nothing really. It’s no big deal.”

“No big deal, huh?” Her mom walked back over to the stove.

Mary moved closer as Mama Rose flipped the chicken. “That smells awesome. Fried chicken is my favorite.”

“Like I don’t know that. Now, what do you want?”

“Not much. We want to go to the Friday concert this week, but I got no money.”

“I don’t have any money.” She corrected her English.

“Same problem here.” Mary laughed. “That’s why I need some from you.”

Mama Rose shook her head but smiled. “If you can talk Pops into giving you some, I’ll drive you and your friends to the concert. But I’m not guaranteeing he’ll give you any. That’s between the two of you.”

“Why not? He always does.”

“True but… I’ll just wait until he gets here. We need to have a serious discussion.”

“About what? I didn’t do anything bad at school today. Did I? I don’t remember doing anything bad.”

“Set the table. We’ll talk about it later. After dinner.”

“No. Tell me now. I want to know what I did.”

Pops walked in. “What did you do now?”

“That’s what I want to know, too. Mama said I’m in trouble, but I don’t know what I did. I really don’t remember doing anything bad—at least not too bad.”

“I didn’t say you were in trouble. I said we had something to discuss with you. There’s a difference.”

“We do?” Pops shrugged. “That’s news to me. But if Mama says so then it must be so.”

Mama Rose sighed. “We’ll talk after dinner.”

He looked at Mary. “I guess we have something to discuss with you.”

She winked at Mama Rose. “Before we get to dinner, can I have some money so I can go to the Friday Concert in the Park.?”

“I thought the concerts in the park were free.”

“They are but we want to go for pizza before. And I might want to buy a T-shirt.”

“Trying to hit me up before we have the discussion?”

She grinned and shrugged. “Of course.”

“Smart girl. I’ll give you a tentative yes on that. Let’s see what we have to discuss first. Rose, what is it that we need to discuss?”

“I should have waited until after dinner to bring it up. I don’t want the dinner ruined. I worked very hard making fried chicken.”

“Too late now.” Pops walked over the refrigerator and pulled out a two-liter of soda. “You’ve got both of us curious. And I’m sure Mary won’t be able to enjoy her favorite dinner without knowing. You wouldn’t want to ruin her dinner, would you? Might as well tell us now.”

“Fine.” She walked out of the room. When she came back in, she said, “This is what we need to talk about.”

Mama Rose set Mary’s Bible on the table.

NewAm–The Beginning (part 2)

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Here’s part 2 of Messengers-The Beginning.

CHAPTER 2

Mommy laid on the couch, coughing and breathing hard. She was sick now. Daddy was gone. The men had come and picked up his body. Mary had cried and cried but Mommy kept reminding her that Daddy was in heaven now.

The Ugly Bugly. Mary hated it. She waited until Mommy stopped coughing then handed her a glass of water. “Here, Mommy. Drink some water.”

Mommy propped herself on her elbows and reached for the glass.  Her hand was shaking so much that Mary put her little hand over her Mommy’s and guided the glass to Mommy’s mouth. After she took a sip, Mommy said, “Thank you, sweetheart. How do you feel? Are you sick?”

“I’m not sick at all, Mommy. I feel fine.”

“That’s good.

“I’m sorry you have to take care of me.”

“I don’t care, Mommy. I just want you to get better.”

“I’m so proud of you. You’re being such a big girl and doing a wonderful job. Now, I need you to do something else for me.”

“Sure Mommy.”

“I want you to go to your room and pack your suitcase. Put some clothes and underwear and…and this is important…Put your Bible in the secret compartment I made for you.”

“Why do I need to hide it?”

“It’s hard to explain, Mary. But the government doesn’t want you to know about God. They want you to trust them, not God.”

“But God is so good. We should always trust him, right Mommy?”

“Right even when life is hard. Like now. That’s what faith is all about. Trusting God, even when we can’t see the goodness. And that’s why you’re going to hide your Bible in the suitcase. I want you to be able to read your Bible, so you never forget God or how much he loves you. Mary…go now…. pack the suitcase.”

“But why do I need the suitcase? I’m not going anywhere.”

“We’ll talk about it later.” Cough. “Go pack and don’t forget your Bible.”

Mommy kept coughing as Mary ran up the steps. She pulled the suitcase out of the closet. Then opened the secret compartment Mommy made. It was on the bottom of the suitcase. She picked up her Bible and put it in then put clothes on top of it.

Why did she need clothes? Mommy was too sick to go anywhere. And she was too little to go by herself. She didn’t understand but Mommy told her to do it, so she did.

When Mary finished packing, she lugged it downstairs. “I’m all done, Mommy.”

“Good…job…” More coughing. “Did you put the Bible in the secret place?”

“I did. What do you want me to do now?”

“I want you to call your Aunt Mary. She’s the one we named you after. Call her and tell her about Daddy and that I’m sick. She’ll come and take you to her home. She can take care of you until we’re better.”

“No. I’m not going.”

“You have to, Mary.”

“I don’t want to go with her. I want to stay with you so I can take care of you. If I go, who will take care of you?”

“We’ll be all right. Don’t worry about me. I’ll come and get you when I’m better.”

“No. I’m staying here. To take care of you.” She stomped her foot, so Mommy would know how serious she was. “I won’t go.”

Mommy smiled and motioned for her to come to her. She hugged her close. “I know you want to take care of me. And that’s because you’re such a good girl. But I need you to go stay with Aunt Mary until I’m better.”

“But who will take care of you?”

Before Mommy could answer, someone rang the doorbell. Still hugging her, Mommy whispered, “Don’t answer it, Mary. Be very quiet.”

“Why?”

***

Why indeed? Susan Frances didn’t have to see who was on the other side of the door to know it wasn’t good. Her husband had died almost a week ago. People with the virus were not treated kindly, especially Christians. And everyone who knew them knew they were Christians.

 She’d hoped they wouldn’t investigate any further when they’d picked up the body of her husband. She’d forced herself not to cough while they were in the house, assuring them again and again that she wasn’t sick.

But now someone was knocking on their door.

The government called it an automatic health check, but in reality, it was something much more sinister—even evil.

If the authorities decided you had the virus, they could force you to leave your house and go to a field hospital against your wishes. A field hospital? What a joke. It was more like a death camp. They took you to a building and waited for you to die. Some people were getting treated for the virus but there would be no treatment for her.

In order to get the treatment, she would have to sign a paper declaring there was no God. And that her only loyalty was to the government.

Sign the paper—get treatment.

Don’t sign the paper—no treatment and death.

Or worse they might decide to take them to a Proof if you refused to sign the paper for treatment. Which of course was way worse than the field hospital. You might leave a hospital if you got better, but you never got out of a Proof—alive.

She and her husband had watched in horror as more and more of their Christian rights were taken away under the name of religious tolerance for all people. First, they stopped prayer in schools in the name of separation of church and state. That was sort of understandable, but then they weren’t allowed to wear symbols of faith at work or even talk about God.

It just kept getting worse and worse.

But then the pandemic happened.

As the pandemic unfolded, it spread around the world unabated. People forced into isolation. Economies crashed. Basic freedoms curtailed. Church meetings banned. All in the name of safety.

But more and more people kept getting sick—and so many deaths. Nothing seemed to make a difference. Christians decided it was time to defy the government orders and risk their own safety so they could pray for healing for America and the world.

The media and the government were outraged at this blatant disobedience of the law. People didn’t understand that Christians wanted to help. Most didn’t believe God could heal the land. The citizens and the government decided the Christians were the problem. That Christians were the reason the virus wasn’t going away.

As a result, Christians became targets of hate. Christian meetings were raided, first by police who would break up the meeting for safety reasons. Too many people in one place together. They only issued tickets along with a warning not to meet again. But then others began to attack the meetings—shooting and attacking Christians.

The authorities stood by and watched.

They did nothing to help the Christians.

The authorities claimed that people had the right to protect themselves from crazy Christians who refused to follow the law. The authorities passed laws prohibiting all meetings of religious organizations.

But the Christians continued to meet and pray. And the hatred grew. More and more Christians were killed for no reason other than being a Christian.

And the pandemic continued.

Millions died from the virus as frantic scientists rushed to find a cure. But then a glimmer of hope—the scientists were successful. A treatment was found. People lined up to get the treatment.

And that’s when it happened.

As people went for the treatment, they were told to sign the paper renouncing God and proclaiming loyalty only to the government.

Sign the paper—get treatment.

Don’t sign the paper—no treatment.

Many of their friends had already chosen to die for their faith rather than deny God. She and her husband had remained healthy for all those months—until a few weeks ago.

 Even though he was sick and getting sicker all the time, he remained firm. He refused to sign a paper saying God wasn’t real—even if it would save his life. His bravery—and his faith inspired her to do the same.

There would be no treatment for her.

And that’s why Mary needed to go stay with her Aunt Mary.

But now someone was at their door—someone who hadn’t been invited. She hugged her sweet daughter. “Go hide, Mary. Don’t come out until they’re gone. If they take us, call Aunt Mary like I—”

Boom!

They crashed through the door. Men in uniforms rushed in and surrounded them. They all wore masks. One of them strode toward her.

Mary clung to her, sobbing.

“What about her? Is she sick?”

“She’s not sick. Please don’t hurt her.”

“We won’t—as long as she’s not sick.”

“She’s not. She’s not. You can leave her here. She’ll call her aunt to come get her.”

“Can’t do that.” He pointed at a soldier then looked back at her. “Don’t worry. We’ll take good care of her. Lots of people would love a pretty little daughter like her.”

The soldier came and pulled Mary from her grasp. “Stop it. I want my mommy.”

“Sorry, little girl. She’s sick. But I’m not going to hurt you. I’m going to take good care of you.” He held up a white tongue depressor. “Open up.”

She shook her head.

“Mary, do what they ask. Be a good girl.”

Mary opened up her mouth. The soldier rubbed the tongue depressor in her little girl’s mouth. Another soldier did the same to her. Susan didn’t even bother to look at hers. She knew hers would turn red. But she stared at Mary’s. “Please God, let her be healthy.”

Susan stared at Mary’s tongue depressor.

It stayed white.

The soldier in charge pointed at Susan. “She’s sick, but the little girl’s healthy. Take them out to the bus.”

Mary started pounding on the soldier’s chest. “No. No. I want to stay with my mommy.”

“Mary… be a good girl. That’s what Jesus wants you to do. Please let her take her suitcase with her.”

Mary stopped and laid her head on the soldier’s chest and sobbed.

The head soldier looked at Susan. “So you’re one of those crazy Christians, right? Does that mean you won’t sign the paper to get treatment?”

Susan met his gaze. “That’s what it means.”

“Are you sure? Because if you get the treatment, you’ll be better in a week or so. And you can come home and live happily ever after with your daughter. All you have to do is sign the paper.”

Susan shook her head. “I would love to get the treatment, but I’m not going to renounce God in order to get it. This is America. We’re supposed to have freedom of religion. Do you remember that?”

The man sighed. “One last chance to sign the paper. And save your life.”

Susan met his gaze. “Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.”

“Suit yourself. Load her up. She’ll go with the others—to the Proof.”

CHAPTER 33

Mary sat on the floor of the bus. It was a funny bus. It didn’t have seats. Sick people laid on stretchers on the floor. The people that weren’t sick sat by their family members.

She was so scared. Mary wanted to cry. Then the men carried Mommy on the bus and set her down on the floor. Mary crawled over. “Mommy.”

She opened his eyes. “Hi, sweetheart. It’s OK. Don’t be afraid. Can you pray?”

She nodded. Her voice was loud and clear. “God is good. God is great. And he loves us. Very much. Amen.”

“Amen.” Mommy smiled.

“Amen.” Someone else on the bus said.

“Shut up. I don’t want to hear your Christian rantings.” The bus driver yelled from his seat.

“God is good. Amen.” Someone else said, even louder than before. And the others chimed in.

The bus driver looked at Mary. “That’s a nice prayer, little girl, but God’s not real. And you’re going to learn that today. If God were real, he would come and save your mommy. And that’s not going to happen.”

She started to stand up, but Mommy grabbed her hand. “Don’t argue, Mary. Jesus said to turn the other cheek. That means not arguing with people. But never forget that God is real. And that Jesus…” Her mommy coughed and coughed as she squeezed her hand. When she stopped, her mommy said,  “is the way, the truth, and the life.”

The soldier boss walked on. “All of you can still be treated. Raise your hand, and I’ll bring a paper for you to sign. Then you’ll go to the field hospital for treatment. If you don’t sign, you’ll be taken to the Proof that’s happening today.”

A man in the back of the bus waved his hand. “I want treatment. I want treatment. I don’t want to die.”

The soldier walked over and handed him a pen and paper. The man scribbled something on it and gave it back. “OK. Put him in the other bus. Anybody else want to live?”

No one else raised their hand. The soldier walked off the bus.

The bus started moving.

“Mommy, what’s a proof?”

Mommy smiled at her. “It’s when they take us to a place where we get the chance to prove how much we love God. How much we trust him.”

“Oh, that’s good, right?”

Mommy was crying. “Right, sweetheart. It’s very good, but it might be scary for you. So I don’t want you to watch it. I want you to close your eyes. Promise me you won’t watch it.”

“OK, Mommy.”

“And always remember God loves you.” She squeezed Mary’s hand as tears ran down her cheeks. “And I love you very much. If I could stay with you, I would.”

“Why are you crying, Mommy?”

“Because I’m going to miss you.”

“But I want to go with you.”

“Not this time. God has other plans for you.”

“I don’t care. I want to stay with you.”

“I know you do but having faith in God means believing his promises even when life gets hard. And it’s going to be hard for you when we’re…when we’re gone. But remember, we live by faith not by sight. And that means trusting God. Always. Even when things don’t go the way we want them to. Can you sing a song for me?”

“Sure. What do you want me to sing?”

“Amazing Grace.”

Mary knew all the words so she sang. As did the others on the bus. Everyone was crying and singing.

The bus stopped moving.

And a hushed silence fell over the bus.

Mommy hugged her close. “That was beautiful, Mary. It’s almost time for us to go, but please always remember to read your Bible. It will teach you everything you need to know about God. Never forget that God is real. And whatever you do, please, don’t watch.”

“Watch what?”

“Remember we live by faith not by sight.”

A woman walked on the bus and took her hand.

“No.” Mary struggled to pull away from the woman. She wanted to stay with Mommy.

Mommy said, “Be a good girl, Mary. The woman’s only helping you. Jesus wants you to be a good girl. Don’t forget to take your suitcase.”

“OK, Mommy.” Mary stopped struggling and picked up her suitcase. The woman led her off the bus. They walked inside a big building. She put Mary in a room with other children. She leaned down and whispered, “Don’t be afraid. You’ll only be here for a little while and then you’ll get to go to a new home.”

“I don’t want to go to a new home. I want my Mommy.”

The woman shook her head. “Sorry. She don’t love you enough to sign the paper. But you’ll get a new mommy and daddy who will love you very much. They’ll take good care of you.”

Mary knew that wasn’t true. Her Mommy and Daddy loved her a whole bunch. It was hard to not be afraid. It was so scary. Everyone was crying—even the older kids. The room had big windows. All the kids moved to the windows.

One by one, they dragged the adults off the bus. Most of them were so sick they could barely walk, but the soldiers made them. They passed the windows as they took them out to a big field.

She saw her mommy. She waved at her as he passed her. “I love you, sweetheart. Don’t watch. Keep your eyes closed.” Somehow, she managed to tear away from the man holding her. She ran toward me. Mary reached out for her and their fingertips touched through the glass—just for a second before the soldier dragged her away.

An older boy pushed Mary out of the way. “Look. Over there.”

She looked where he pointed.

Soldiers were lined up in a long row.

Mary asked, “Why are there so many soldiers?”

The boy looked down at her. “What do you think they’re for? Don’t you know what happens at these proofs?”

Mary shook her head. “I don’t know. What happens?”

He looked down at Mary, his eyes glistened with unshed tears. He opened his mouth but then shut it. “Never mind. Don’t worry about it. You should go sit down on the chairs. Don’t watch.”

That’s what her Mommy told her. Not to watch but…she couldn’t help it. She wanted to know what was going to happen. She watched as the soldiers took more and more people out to the football field.

Finally, the soldiers stopped bringing people. Then a long line of soldiers marched past the windows. None of them were smiling but they all had guns in their hands—big guns.

A man started talking. Mary couldn’t see him but could hear every word through the speakers in the room. “You still have one last chance. Tell us there is no God, sign the loyalty oath and then we will take you to the hospital so you can get treated. Who wants to do that?”

Mary pressed against the window, waiting to see if anyone would.

No one came forward.

After a few minutes, the man started talking again. “These people refuse to disavow their false God. They refuse to declare loyalty to the government that wants only the best for them. They refuse to submit to the government authorities and their great knowledge that there is no God.”

Why would he say that? Of course, there was a God and he loved Mary. Her mommy and daddy told her that—all the time.

“What should their penalty be?”

The crowd yelled something over and over. It took a minute, but Mary finally figured out they were yelling ‘death.’ She grabbed the boy’s sleeve. “Are they going to kill my mommy?”

The boy nodded.

The man hushed the crowd then said, “The people have spoken. The penalty for treason is death. I don’t want that to happen to you today. I beg you to believe the authorities. There is no God.”

The crowd chanted again.

“There is no God but you say there is so I ask you, where is your proof? If your God is real, let him close the mouths of the lions the way you say he did for Daniel. If your God is real, let him protect you. If your God is real, then let him heal you from the virus. None of that is going to happen because there is no God.”

Mary watched through the window. Mommy was out on the field with the other people. They fell to their knees. She knew they were praying, even though she couldn’t hear them, because they lifted their hands to heaven.  Other people started fell to their knees and lifted their hands up to God.

The crowd chanted.

Mommy prayed.

The soldiers lifted their guns.

The soldiers aimed at all the people.

“No. No. Don’t do that.” She screamed. “

She promised Mommy she wouldn’t look so she didn’t. She closed her eyes as tightly as she could. She didn’t want to see it, but she could still hear the guns and hear the screaming. Everyone in the room was crying.

Then the ground started shaking. Hard. So hard she fell down.

She wanted her Mommy. She pulled herself up, but the shaking didn’t stop. Cracks formed in the ceilings and then the walls. Chunks of cement fell from the ceiling.

All the kids started screaming.

A chunk fell right beside Mary.

God was mad. He didn’t like what they were doing to Mommy and all those other people. That same woman who put her in the room came back. “Come on, kids. We need to leave. Right now. Hurry. Hurry.”

She grabbed Mary’s hand, but Mary tried to pull away but the woman held on. Mary told her, “I need my suitcase.”

The woman let go of her hand. Mary grabbed up her suitcase while the woman hurried the others out of the room. And then Mary was alone. She walked out of the room. People were running out of the shaking building—even the soldiers

Mary looked toward the field.  Making up her mind, she cried, “I want my Mommy.” Mary ran toward the field.

“You can’t go out there.” The woman picked her up. “I’m going to keep you safe.”

She kicked at the woman but then remembered what Mommy said about Jesus. She stopped struggling. The woman carried her out of the building to a van. She tossed Mary in the back then ran to the driver’s side along with her suitcase.

As they drove away, Mary looked back at the stadium. One minute it was there and then next it was gone. It collapsed like the sandcastle she’d built one time when they went to the beach.

She looked at where the stadium had been and knew her Mommy was in heaven now with Daddy. And because she wanted to go to heaven, she whispered, “Jesus is the way, the life, and the truth.”

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